The worst from the best

Well, this is my third week at the university and everything is going pretty okay, well, not that much, there's one big problem.  While I make a magnificent job in the lab and have good knowledge in chemistry, I'm failing miserably in calculus, I know I must practice more and more until I have complete domain of the subject, but it's nit being easy for me.
But well, I'm here now, at the top of the mountain, where the liars are thin and it's easy to fell off, there's no turning back from here...

Date with The Devil

So this past June 25th was the birthday of the mother of my sister's boyfriend, and the family of her boyfriend was planning on doing a party for celebrating. I didn't want to go in first instance, but I got forced to go anyways, though, I was promised that we were leaving the party at 8-9pm. It was raining really bad that day I remember...
There was a band ready to start playing as soon as she arrived to the place (she and her husband haven't arrived when we arrived yet), but when we arrived they thought that, my mother was my sister's boyfriend mother and the band started to play! It was funny, really.
The reason why I didn't wanted to go was because that family consumes a lot of alcohol and I just can't stand that kind of people, plus, I don't party that much.
So the party was going as I expected, almost everyone was getting drunk after an hour when the party started (around 4-5pm). I was awfully bored, so my parents let me invite my friend Alan. He arrived, and he got invited few drinks, he accepted, though, luckily, he didn't consumed anymore alcohol after that.
My sister's boyfriend father is pretty much the kind of people that disgust me, maybe, just maybe, he has good intentions, but he really fails at pursuing his ambitions by the apropiate road. He, obviously, got super drunk as soon as the party started; he was so drunk that he even invited my mother to dance. I went to a little garden outside to avoid all that nasty people as much as possible. So the party was going on and the time began to pass little by little.
It was around 8:30pm when I noticed that we were not going to return early, and everyone was terribly drunk by that time, yeah including my parents. I was really angry with everyone, except with Alan of course, I don't know what could had happen if he wasn't there, but I guess that I would most likely take a bus back home.
Then I got to to meet my sister's boyfriend sister, at first glance, she looked like a really nice girl, totally the opposite to his brother, but boy! How wrong was I? She is as bad mouthed, alcoholic, and crazy (for not saying slightly inmature) as his brother. I mean, the 3 minutes I got to talk to her and his brother she couldn't even make a sentence without insulting him or swearing. It was terrible, I just wanted to leave that place, Alan and I went outside to the street to see if we could find a bus to go to his house, but it was kinda late and we didn't find any buses. He called his parents to tell them that he was arriving late at night.
I couldn't be more angry, I just couldn't stand that anymore. But then my sister's boyfriend comes around again to give me some weird thing, I said him that I was not going to drink it, he insisted and insisted, he practically forced me to drink whatever the hell was that, it was the bitterest thing I've ever tried in my life. I was really angry, I got to talk to him later, he told me about some of his weird 'adventures' and...ugh, I don't even want to remember that conversation, he could barely talk anyways.
It was around 10:45pm when we finally left, my father was badly drunk, though, so was everyone else, well, my mother didn't drink anymore after. 5-6-pm apparently, so she was obviously going to drive, but then my stupid father jumps into place saying that he was going to drive. My sister came in too, though, she was trying to make him understand that he couldn't drive like that, he didn't listen to her, she got sngry and said: "I don't want to talk to that idiot anymore", I found awesomely ironic, I actually started laughing. We finally convinced my father to not drive. My sister was going to return later with her boyfriend, so she stayed there. We left Alan in his house, I apologized for what happened and what he saw. It was terribly embarassing for me. That family left really bad impressions in me.
We finally arrived home and eveyone went to sleep. But I told my father first this: "Next time you try to leave a good impression with someone else, first try to leave a good impression with your own son.".

I had really weird dreams that night...

Chance

So my graduation ceremony will be soon, and the principal wants that a student from each speciality (chemistry, accountancy) gives a little speech that day, the principal will select those students.
It was nice that when we were notified some classmates said that it was a job for me, but I wanted to be more fair and told some to enter the contest instead of choosing me. But you know? This was like a dream I've pursued since 3 semester, so I won't ruin this chance, I'll give my best!

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Bouncing

So I have a friend (more like my brother [I consider him my brother]) in the US, he was planning to visit me this summer, but I was not sure if it was worthy for him, since I have some courses at school and I wasn't sure if it was the time already, but I didn't use the right words and end up messing things around (as usual). I passed the last week thinking of what could be done, and despite not finding out when were the courses supposed to take place, I did discover that they last 2-3 hours a day, so it wasn't a waste of time after all. So I decided to give the 'yes' finally, I was actually excited for giving the news, but I messed my words again and as a result, the conversation itself.
Now I don't even know if I want to see him in person, it will be highly likely that I will hurt him again, and it would be even worse if that happens while he is physically at my side and in vacation.
I hope everything ends up right...

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Automatic Stop

Well, another strange weekend...
Yesterday I made my IPN test, I honestly felt it was a bit easy with the exception of Math, were I always do bad. I hope I do well overall. Results will be given around July 22nd.

I returned home and payer finally a visit to Chatzy, I was going to give some awesome news, but I was received with some questions and a 'hostile' like welcoming. I left to the supermarket, though, that was a bad move, besides it been boring, I thought so many things and end up been sad the whole evening. I returned home and then to Chatzy, though it was the same, so I ended up all depressed.

My grandma came to sleep here, but she stayed in my parents room.

Sunday was really normal, we went to the church and I went to Mauricio's house for my brawl so I could play in the evening with the Black Lions guys, but my Wii didn't read the disc. :-(

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Labios Rotos

Sé que estas en un lugar mejor, donde no hay dolor,
Donde antes los ojos del creador, no hay un perdedor,
Volando en el infinito estas, mirando a tú alrededor,
De mi nunca te olvides, te lo pido por favor.

Yo te prometeré que todo será mejor aquí,
Será mejor que me quede, yo mejoraré por tí,
Cuerpo pierde aliento, ojos pierden vista
Pero mi amor y deseo perduraran por siglos.

Pareciera el final, pero creo que esto apenas comienza,
Te prometo que yo nunca perderé la esperanza,
Pues yo se que nuestros caminos se encontrarán de nuevo,
Anda y ve, recuerda, tú eres mi mayor bendición.

Nos veremos pronto...

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Test

Well, I'll reopen the blog, that's the least I can do for my brother.

Well, second period is over, I just started third and last, fortunately, eighth failing any subject.

Today was really normal, Biochemistry teacher was absent and I had the day "free" since 12:50. I came back home around 1:25 and slept until 3:10. I went to train then, again, pretty normal. I came back around 6:40 and studied a bit of physics, I also did some Physics homework.

Chris, I still don't know when will those courses start and end, sorry.

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Black Holes and Revelations

What's the point of roaming, if I don't know what I'm going to do?

What's the point of planning, if you don't fully know the terrain?

What's the point of giving your best, if the barrier is impassable?

What's the point of having beautiful flowers, if your roots are rotten?

What's the point of being a delicious fruit, if you're toxic?

What's the point of apologizing, if you can't be trust?

What's the point of having you around, if I can't trust you?

What's the point of teaching me, if you don't even know you?

Why should I trust you, if you don't even trust yourself?

Why should I follow you, if you're going to a road end?

Why would I want to see you, if you're full of darkness?

Why would I move with you, if you're just going backwards?

Why should I be with you, if you're just an empty memory for me?

 

Questions, questions that will remain unanswered, questions that are not free of any shame.

Grab what's left of you, and go away, go far away, you don't belong here, you prove me wrong, I don't know you.

Leave me alone, the debris you left and me, that's all I need, I shall be back.

Go away from here, where you will have the possibility of doing what you want, what you think is better.

Your chance have been wasted, asking for more would be an offense for us.

There will be no flowers, no, not this time; there will be no angels, gracing the lines; just these stark words, I find; I had show a smile, but I am to weak; I had share with you if I could only speak…

…just how much this hurts me.

 

 

The Soft Goodbye

Well, finally it started to rain...I missed so much the rain seasons, it let me think about a lot of things, but, sadly it brought some rain into my live too. Okay…where to start? …hmm, let's see, first, I don't know on what kind of business my dad is, he asked my mom for quite a big amount of money, and he asked for the same amount of money to my sister, nobody knows why does he needs so much money. :/

My mom is paying a lot of bills, and my father is not helping her this time, so she had to pay some bills by her own and is left with few money, she may not go to Acapulco this time because of that. I hope I'm wrong.

Max is really bad of his hips and we're starting to consider something…bad…something I'm sure I won't be able to handle…

Mauricio, my good friend… I don't know what's going up with him, but, he'll move from here, along with his family, I just got notified, I'm terribly sad, a person that gave shape to my life… is just going, I don't even know where or when, I guess that will be the end. I just hope everything is okay. L

My phone bill just rose to 900 pesos; I don't know if my parents will pay it, otherwise I'll have to sell the phone in order to pay it, apparently my mother will pay it, which means she'll have less money for the vacations. If so, I'll feel terribly guilty. ;_;

My father got robbed on Thursday while he was in the downtown, according to him, they only took some cash he had, I hope it's true.

Chris totally misunderstood what I wanted, so as a result, I'm sure I did more damage to him, thing I was trying to avoid… I can't believe I did it again.

I was supposed to attend Jhoset's birthday today, but my parents didn't let me go because we were going with my grandma's, it made me get so angry! And I fell bad, I don't know what Jhoset is going to think about me now. :/

I'm sure I'm going to catch a flu again, but well, that's normal.

After reading all this, I'm starting to think that I've been listening to one song recently because of these events, I would tell the name, but it would only lead to more misunderstandings…

Take Me Out

Monday 11^th

I didn't do much at school on Monday, though; I've noticed I've been distracting a lot with Aaron… I will try to focus a bit more on class. The group photo got taken that day as well.

Okay, then we were supposed to make a rehearsal for the play, but nobody stayed for doing it, so I left school with Bety, a friend from the other classroom, we walked a bit and talked of some stuff, it was nice, since we didn't had the chance to talk that much between each other.

I went to the gym afterwards; I did a new routine, "defense", I only had to block Jorge's (my friend from the gym [really fun and nice guy]) and duck if he threw uppercuts, I had to do the same, throw first one Jab so he blocked it, then throw two jabs so he blocked them, and finally, one jab, one crossed punch and a left uppercut. It was fun, but I almost hit him with a jab! : P

The at the punching bags the trainer tried to make me focus on strength this time, I had to throw 5 consecutive punches of each punch I've learned. I did "okay", I didn't do well with hooks. The rest of the training was normal. Oh, he also asked me for my weight.

I came back home, everything went normal from there, I slept at 1AM doing homework…

Tuesday 12^th

I had to deliver my test appliance paper for the I.P.N., at 3 o'clock, my father told me that he could take me there if I wanted to, I obviously said yes. School was okay, nothing spectacular happened, well, I enjoyed a lot the lab today, I did one of the things I enjoy the most.

After school, I wait 25 minutes for my father so he drove me to the "ESCOM" (an I.P.N. campus), I was 2 minutes late! D: I got in the line for delivering my papers, when I found "Bety" another girl from MY classroom, she told me that the guys in the line were attending for the 4 o'clock meeting, I was a bit scared, since mine was for 3 o'clock, everything went so far. I found "Ana", a friend from my classroom, I also found Bety on the line again and her friend. We went to deliver the papers, but the four of us had something wrong on the papers! We had to re-print the test appliance, we went together and delivered our papers together this time, all of us got our papers accepted. Test shall be around May 28^th if I recall. I left "ESCOM" around 5:15pm.

Returned home around 6:30pm with my father, I didn't do anything else after that.

 

Oh, I forgot to mention, last Thursday my dad gave me money for paying the gym, though, I need to pay the phone bill now! D:

Try

Well, today at school was pretty much normal until 1:20pm or so, when I was requested to go downstairs to practice the play, so I lost the last class! :D

Anyways, the play is going pretty well, the only problem is…me, this script…I just don't feel like it's for me, and I've done many plays before, but man! This one is totally different to anything else I've done ever before. Also, the Biology teacher liked the story I wrote and want us (my team) to represent it on May!

Training was pretty normal too.

I tried to play MKW for a while, but I forgot that my nunchuk is broken so… T_T

Vision of Division

Well, today was kind of unexpected… just a little bit.

Okay, ENLACE second part was today, it was "so-so", I had a hard time with some Math questions, I hope I do great. I finished around 11:25AM, I was planning to go train since it was fairly early, though the trainer didn't answered the phone, so I decided to stay at school and practice the play. So far I'm doing badly, I haven't learnt the script yet, which is bad since I'm one of the main characters. But well, I learnt Hagryd's script on 6^th grade for Harry Potter 2 in one day, I'm sure I can take this one down.

Anyways, after school I went to train, there's where the unexpected factor came to place. I was training when he told me that if I was ready to fight, I told him that he should be the one that knows that answer, I told him that he has the last word on whether if I can fight or not. He told me that I was, he told who I was going to face, however, he told me that I had to train hard, since it was not going to be today or this week the fight, so I'll train! Boy! This is really exciting! But I'll promise I'll be safe! :D

Then I returned home, did some homework, and played MKW the whole afternoon…BAD NEWS, my nunchuk died in the middle of race! T_T

And well, that's pretty much it.

Nothing New Under the Blue

Today was really mixed up! I mean, some bad, weird and good things happened. But I'm healthy, so it must be a good day.

I woke up kinda early today (5:40AM), but I don't know what happened, I was leaving the house around 6:30AM! I had to rush to arrive (early) to school…yes, early, since today was the "ENLACE" test (school's knowledge tests), there were not going to be classes, but we had to be in school at 8:00AM, but I like to arrive everyday at 7:00AM. Anyways, the road I always take walking was terribly dark today! The lights went out on the entire neighborhood! It was kinda scary I must admit, but I was late, so I made the entire road running! I made it to the school at 7:02AM.

I tried to study a little bit before the test, but I was too distracted thinking on other stuff, so I decided to take a break and think. The test started around 9:45AM if I recall, it was divided in 3 blocks; first block was Comprehensive Reading – 20 easy questions for 50 minutes. I was done with them in 30 minutes if not less. Then we had a 10 minutes break. The second block was of "Arithmetic" – 30 questions in 50 minutes, I only answered 16 on those 50 minutes, left to the 10 minutes break. Third block was of comprehensive reading again – 15 questions in 50 minutes, I rushed through this block in order to complete my math questions. I finished both with 7 minutes of spare.

After the test, they let us leave the school, I was leaving around 12:33PM, I was going to wait for the boxing lessons, but waiting 3:30 hours in schools was a big "no" for me. I returned home and had lunch, I had no plans of going to train today, then I went to the computer, but I had nothing to do, so I decided to go train today. Training was good; I feel I'm starting to improve notably. I told to the trainer that there was the possibility that I had to quit for 1-2 weeks, though I may leave for more time, but I didn't want to mention it yet.

I returned home walking, I needed some time to think. I went to play Mario Kart the whole afternoon to distract myself a little, but well, I definitely distracted myself! I forgot something I promised and upset someone. This leads to more thoughts and some decisions I'll have to take.

Paloma, a real close friend from school asked me to help her with a play that her class is going to do, I said yes, well, that happened last Friday, but I just got the script and I have to study it for tomorrow! I'll see what I will do.

You know? After re-reading this now I wonder, where's the good part of the day? Haha.

I have to study for the second part of the ENLACE test, which will be the most difficult part. I hope I do well, I gotta go to study now…goodnight.

The Fall [1]

Junior High school was next, almost all the class from elementary moved to the same school, which means Mauricio was there too. As you could expect I just kept doing and doing worse, not to mention that my parents were starting to be unable to pay the monthly fee from the school (tuition?). So they were really starting to get angry with me, and trust me, when I say angry I really mean it, I've never seen them like that before. I failed Biology…well almost failed it. God! I can't imagine my parents reaction if I would have failed that!

I started becoming better friend with Mauricio, but I also met Rodrigo there, who definitely was my best friend on that first year, though, I didn't like his way of thinking some stuff. But he was a funny person anyways.

The school made some sort of "Sports Weekend", my team was: Mauricio, Rodrigo, Abraham (Mauricio´s friend) and me; each one with his corresponding father. I really don't know how, but it turned out that we won! :D I remember that the basketball trainer asked me to join the team again; I had to say no again.

Overall, I can't say I had my better days on that year…but boy! Compared to what was coming, that was the best!

The Pillar

Siempre ahí por mí, no importa la hora
Listo para apoyarme, no importa el anímo
Siempre junto a mi, no importa el clima
Bajo el caluroso sol, ayudandose mutuamente.

El tiempo pasara, la estructura no colapsara
Dos piezas unidas, destinadas a estar juntas
Ni el viento ni el agua, erosionara este pilar
Bajo el cielo azul, pasaran la eternidad.

28/03/2011

The rock

Well, the test results are in, and as I was expecting, I didn't enter to UNAM. You know? I feel bad because I feel that I just disappointed everyone else. I'm sure that everyone was expecting more from me. And I mean, come on, 54/120? Really?

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Destino

El no sabe lo que es el destino
Solo camina sin rumbo fijo
Esperando solo lo mejor
Solo Dios sabe que será de el.

El no sabe lo que es el destino
Bajo el crepusculo sin descanzo alguno
Con la mirada muy en alto
Con anhelos de seguir viendo.

El no sabe lo que es el destino
Con amigos listos para el apoyo
Con familia lista para ayudarlo
Con un corazon maginifco.

¡Ay Dios! ¿Que será de el?
Nunca camira sin luz de guía
Todos estaremos ahi por el
¡Ay Dios! No lo dejes solo.

Angel Bailon

Amigable
Neat
Gentil
Especial
Lovely

Bueno
Amazing
Intelligent
Loyal
Original
Necio ( =P´) [In case it translates other thing, it means stubborn in spanish! :p ]

Filler (No, this is not it's name >_> )

...Stories that will remain untold
dealing with feelings that I can't hold
injustice that can shatter the bold
A situation that seems it will never get old...
- 23 / Nov. / 2010 -

The biggest dreamer

Young but persistent, aiming for the best
Weak but smart, thinking with his heart
Happy but scared, afraid of the future
Nervous but excited, ready for the adventure.

Negative feelings stalking him
Forcing him to flee
Confident on his beliefs
He keeps his sight straight.

Biggest dreamer, trust in yourself
Biggest dreamer, do your best
Biggest dreamer, enjoy the chance
Biggest dreamer, don't stop believing.

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Stories from the future

I used to have a lot of plans for my future when I was a little bit younger, however, with time, I've noticed how much I need to prepare on my life.

Despite how much plans I have for my future, I know it's time for me to place my feet on Earth.

Future will reach me on some point, prepare is my only option, despite how much I wish some things to happen, but it dones't matter I still have some priorities.

Final move

The last card has been played
The strategies have been set
My direction has been decided
There is no place for a mistake.

My desires can't be clearer
My excitement can't be bigger
My intentions can't be better
This, is my final move.

Room for only one option
I have to trust on my emotions
Here, against any consideration
I know this is my destination.

One chance is all I need
One chance is all I see.
This, is my last chance
This, is my final move.

Fall

Just as he hitted the bottom
His root commence to change
Seeds of doubt, drop to the ground
This soul has reached it's worse.

Amigo, no vayas en esa dirección
Tus pensamientos te desviaron
Estoy harto de tus amigos
Haciendote creer que haces lo mejor.

My friend, don't go that way
Just think on the things that will await
There's no time for hesitating
Turning back is your desire.

Amigo, tan sabio y pacifico
Sabes que es hora del verdadero cambio
No dejes que tu alma la consuma el fuego
Preparate, esto es solo el comienzo.

The resident

When the skies where falling down over me
When reality was something I wouldn’t deal with
Out from the skies, he came to put my life upside down
Through good and bad times, at my side he’ll be.

On this journeys that life have drive me through
My guard angel won’t ever leave me alone
Because through time, he has gain my trust and respect
With him as my guide, our destinies will shine.

Together we shall be, together we will be.
This bond will grow everyday
The road will be dominated by us
Together, no one can hurt us.

Battlefield

This is the best word to describe my thoughts at the time, competing against 1,000,000+ people for a chance of succeeding in life, I'm feeling something I haven't felt for a long time, the feeling of getting into combat, were you know only one can be victorious, I'm sure you already know where I used to feel this…

Chris:

My brother, thanks for everything you've done for me, for all there time you've shared with me.

Brother, this words are for you:

Thanks for never letting me down, for cheering me up whenever I'm down, for showing me a new way if seeing life, for showing me what true friendship is all about.

Brother, thanks for always making me smile when I'm close to you.

From me, all you can expect is a brother ready help in whatever you need.

Brother, please, never change, never forget about me and, keep moving forward.

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The Beginning 6

Forgot to mention, 2 months before I finish 5th grade, we move from home, to "a forest", guess who was going to be my neighbor? ...Yes, Mauricio. ;_;

Well, sixth grade, last year of elementary school, and the beginning to a disaster. People kept offending me, but it started going out of control, jokes were getting bigger and some were starting to affect Alan as well.

So, one day, I was out of my house roller skating and I don't quite remember what happened exactly, but I fell and sprained my right foot, it was really painful, according to the doctor it was a third grade sprain, which is the biggest level of sprain, however, it still wasn't a broken bone completely. I was absent from school for 1 and a half week, despite I had to wait 3 weeks before going to school according to the doctor, I went for one and a half week with my crutches, since the school building had 5 floors and my group was on the 4^th floor, I wasn't allowed to go down to the break, so I stayed all those days on the classroom, I felt terribly lonely that time to be honest.

That year play was Harry Potter II, this time, since Mauricio´s mother complained about his son getting Hagrid's script last year, instead of me being Harry Potter again, Mauricio got Harry's script, and I got Hagrid! I was a little bit angry about that, but back then, I was even more calmed person, so I still was okay with that.

They keep bothering me with the gay jokes; they were really starting to become really annoying. Since Miss Veronica got to be our English teacher again, and since I really trusted on her, I decided to talk to her about that problem, and one day she talked with them, they got grounded, I really only wanted them to understand that it was starting to hurt me, not to get punished after that, but oh well. The jokes finally stopped, but now the whole class hated me! So, I can't really tell if it was better or worse.

Oh, I forgot, on fifth grade we won again the regional Basketball tourney, however that was my last year on the Basketball team. The trainer talked to me on sixth grade to ask me if I wanted to help his team on one match they had, I accepted, we won, but what he didn't told me was that it was the final of the regional tourney! So I got a medal without doing anything!

Things couldn't get worse that year, you know why? Because my mother asked to Mauricio´s mother if she could take me and bring me from school, with Mauricio, it was terrible; we didn't talked at all, he also kept bothering me. However, one day I noticed he arrived to school crying, everyone was making fun of him since he was "the macho" guy from the class, I went to ask him that what was wrong, he told me that today in the morning, he found his kitten death on his garden, and I cheered him up. After that, he start considering me as his friend, however, I was still really hurt from how he treated me. But one day, he invited me to play Gamecube with his brother and had a lot of fun. Then he started inviting me to go out and play Football with all the guys from our street, I didn't like to play Football at all, but I still went to play.

I was still doing really bad grades wise; I got 7.5 on Spanish and on English. :/

Overall, my elementary school was full of high and low moments, but I met great friends and learnt a lot of things about life.

 

- - -

 

Curious note: I was playing the song "Amazing Grace" before I finished writing this. Snif…

The beginning 5

I made it to 5th grade of English and Spanish; I wasn't able to see Alan as frequently as before, since he was on 4th grade, however, we still met during the break.

My English teacher was name Veronica and my Spanish teacher was named Alicia. Both were really nice persons and teachers, I really loved them.

Here was where I met a guy named Mauricio, he was well…smart, ingenious and talented guy, but he was…well, his attitude wasn't the best, here was were everything changed, again. During the first period I was doing good, 8.0 on Spanish and 9.0 on English, that year's play was Harry Potter, I was Harry Potter I (out of two), that definitely was the best play I did on the elementary school, it was really fun and good.

Ok, getting onto the second period, well, since all my friends were from my previous English class (Alan was not my only friend! XD), I had to find some new friends this year, despite I knew them from before, I never tried to establish a friendship with any of them since second grade. So I had to try, and I was a little accepted on Mauricio's "group", though, I kind of consider it as a mistake, a huge mistake, all of them thought that the bond I made with Alan was gay, and yep, I was considered as the gay person of the class, at the beginning I really didn't care, they were only words, but oh well, that thing kept from the rest of the year, and as a result, my grades went down; English 8.1 overall, and 7.5 on Spanish.

The Beginning 4

This year was big! Fourth grade of Spanish, third of English. My English teacher was named Paty, she was famous for being the most strict teacher in the school. I always finished her works really quick, and he sometimes got mad with me for the same reason, she didn't like that.

So Alan was in the same group as me, he still was a little angry with me, but for some reason, we started talking a lot again, we became great friends again.

He invited me to his birthday party, me and another girl from our class were the only ones from the school that were invited. We became even closer friends.

I was doing really, really great on Basketball, we won that year's regional tourney.

The play of that year was Pinnochio. I was Pinnochio II, however, out from the other three Pinnochio's, I was the one that had more script, oh, and a song! :D

I got 8.6 on Spanish, and. . . 10 on English! Here was were everything changed, at the end of the course, Miss Paty talked to my dad and told him that I was way to good on English for going one grade lower, so next year I was going to study Spanish and English fifth grade. I was really happy.

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Moving onto something else...

Apparently my nose problems are returning, it's getting a little hard for me to breath from my nose again, I mostly breath from my mouth, only My sister ( and you guys) know about this, on Saturday I actually felt that I was going to dismay. :-/

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The Issacs way

Well, as you guys will notice from this posts from my past you will notice how I am the best for making the best mistakes. How I always ruin everything. Despite of what I thought, that I finally changed, it seems that it actually isn't true, it seems that I'm still the same strange person, but well that doesn't come as a surprise, really, I've already got used to this feeling...

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The beginning 3

Moving onto third grade of Spanish, second grade of English. The game really started there, Spanish was pretty "okay", English, I got 9.8+ grades of grades.

One day I was sited with this guy named "Alan", we were becoming really good friends little by little, then he moved into the sports class with me and became even closer. But one day we were playing and I accidentally pushed him into a wall. Thanks God nothing bad really happened, it was just the pain. He got really mad with me. I apologized a lot. But he wouldn't forgive me; I knew that our friendship was over.

The English groups presented a play every year, on first grade we did "The Lion King", I was Rafiki! XD ; on second grade we did Cinderella, I was Lionel (?), he was like the servant of the king IIRC. I also entered the school's basketball team. Hmm…I think that was all for that year, oh, I got 1^st grade on English that year. I still met with Ricardo few times, but not that frequently, he lives in Mexico City, I live 1 hour away from there.

The Beginning 2

For second grade I moved to a private school, were my sister was studying, however, this school was bilingual, so we got to study the same Spanish subjects on English, which means that I studied Science, History, etc. on English. The school rules said that since I came from a public school were English wasn't taught, I had to study Spanish second grade and English first grade. For some reason, English seem to be kinda natural on me, I did awesome that year in English. Same with Spanish.

No awards this time... and, as sad as it sounds, no friends this time. For the sports class, I had to choose between, Football, Basketball or Tae Kwon Do (?), I picked Basketball.

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Maybe next time?

We went to the mall today, my sister got herself a new phone, so I guess she won't be buying a PS3 after all. :-/ But well, is her money anywyays. She told me that if I wanted a DS lite, she would get it for me. I obviously said no, of course.
Then we retuned home, I did a work my mother dint wanted to do, so yeah, I ended up doing it. I chatted the whole evening with my brother Chris, then we played Strikers for few minutes.

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The beginning

I would start to describe this from the kinder garten, but, I dont remember anything from it at all. :-/

Only that I met my first friend there, Ricardo. He was a nice guy, really smart actually.

Anyways, I studied my first year of elementary school on the elementary school were my mother works, Ricardo was there with me as well, I remember that my teacher was really strict, her name was Araceli. I remember that I was good for spelling and vocabulary. I also remember I used to be left-handed, but my teacher forced me to become right-handed.

I became really close friend to Ricardo. By the way, Ricardo's mother was my kinder teacher.

That year I got 1st place of the class, apparently for my vocabulary and spelling skills, oh and becuase I knew how to read since kindergarten. Ricardo got 4th, despite that he was good for everything else, excpet reading.

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Spiderwebs

Could it be? Could it be that my actions are actually bad? I don't know why, but I kind of feel that my father is disappointed with me, but, what could it be? I think I've done everything the best I can, I don't feel like I've done something bad, what could it be disappointing him? This feeling is really strange, and it's kind of hard to deal with.

Qualities

I've really been thinking which my qualities are, and I (sadly) can't come with something good. :/ Yeah I may be good for videogames, but really? Is that all? :/

Anyways, I'll list the qualities I've noticed from some of my friends:

-Alan: He can think a lot of things really quick!

-Aaron: He is really smart, he has a lot of imagination, he draws really great and he is really capable of accomplishing whatever he wants.

-Anthony: He can draw really great as well, he is really friendly and he is really smart as well!

-Cesar: He is an awesome person, he is REALLY smart, is really interested on music, really friendly draws and he is good for sports.

-Edgar: *read above*

And last, but not least, Angel: Smart, great drawer, super friendly, helpful and achieves whatever he wants to.

 

Success is all I can see in your roads, my friends. :´)

Thank you

Friends...thanks for ilumanitating my road and never let me alone.
My friends, this words are for you; Thanks for staying here at my side, no matter the situation.
Thanks for forgiving all my mistakes.
Thanks for making me smile everyday, no matter how bad a day could be.
Thanks for guiding me through the correct road.
Thanks for caring about me, for never forgetting me.
Thanks for changing me for good.
Thanks for cheering me up when I am sad.
Thanks for everything you have done for me.

My friends, from me, you can only expect the best, but please, keep rocking the way you are.
Thanks for everything my friends.
But I specially want to thank God for letting our roads meet, thanks God.
I love you all.

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New skin!

How do you like it? I personally love it!

The next background must be of either Epic Mickey or Endless Ocean! >:D

Moustache and "beard"

Thats pretty much it.

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I’m not going away

Well, today everything started really bad, really bad, around 3AM I woke up really...strange I think, I didn't felt well with myself when I woke up, it was a really odd feeling, I don't know if I can describe it. Then, I started to read the bible since I couldn't sleep, and decided to sleep around 4AM or so, woke up at 10-11AM, I think, then I had breakfast and went onto Chatzy, but I had to leave immediately to cook "lunch"? Then I came back to Chatzy and started playing SASASR for a bit, I completed it already. Then I spoke a few with Angel, then I went out to play football and finally came back to speak a little bit with Angel and Cesar.

 

I don't know why, but I feel like something I've trying to avoid is (sadly) happening, I'm afraid of how I can't control myself sometimes, of how I can mess things around sometimes…kinda makes me nervous. :/

Undisclosed Desires

Caminando en lo oscuro
es el destino que me es dado
sin objetivo alguno
vago sin descanzo alguno.

Walking on the darkness
just hanging with my memories
about those happy times
when I was a boy without any scars.

Caminando en lo oscuro
cubriendo mi cuerpo enfermo
de heridas que un inocente sueño
a mi vida le dío un giro.

Walking on the darkness
with this undisclosed desires
which I must forget forever
since that the only cure
for my soul in peace rest.

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Bio 3.0¿

1.-I like green color.

2.-I consider myself "anti-social".

3.-I'm very curious.

4.-I love chemistry.

5.-I love videogames.

6.-I love Mario Bros.

7.-My favorite Mario Bros. character is Yoshi.

8.-My 3 favorite videogames are: Mario Kart 64, Super Mario World and Enless Ocean: Blue World.

9.-I love my family.

10.-I also love my family-friends.

11.-I'm loyal to those who give me their loyalty.

12.-I hate reggaeton.

13.-My favorite sports are Boxing, Basketball and Football.

14.- I love cold weathers.

15.- I want to visit: Chile, Germany, Canda (again :p ) , Chicago ;) , Switzerland and Tokyo.

16.- I want to learn to speak German.

17.- I'm a Nintendo fan.

18.- I'm REALLY lazy.

19.- I consider my self a simple person.

20.- I don't like shirts with printings.

21.- I don't want to have children.

22.- I would like to adopt two boys.

23.- I like to speak with girls the most.

24.- Some real important people for me : Alan Vauhlosky, Isaac H. , Norma Mariana , César Aviles, Edgar Aviles, Aaron Torres, Ergwin Anthony y Mauricio Chavez.

25.- My favorite animals: Turtels, Whales, Cats and Fishes.

26.- I don't like dogs that much, but I love the one I currently have! :3

27.- I'm very careless.

28.- I always wanted to have my hair curled

29.- My favorite movies: Monsters Inc. , Rat Race, Despicable Me.

30.- I listen almost al generes of music except for Reggaeton and those ugly "Corridos". Dx

31.- My favorite bands: The Strokes, Red Hot Chili Peppers, The Mars Volta, Metallica y Ozzy Osbourne.

32.- My favorite albums: Stadium Arcadium - Jupiter, Californication, Frances The Mute, Black Rain, Death Magnetic y Raro.

33.- My favorite consoles: N64 y Wii.

34.- I like american pop culture (YA RLY).

35.- I don't like to read that much.

36.- I'm the inkd of guy that sees the glass "half-full".

37.- I've only got angry twice in my life, it's different angry than annoyed.

38.- I like to help

39.- I hate when people abuse of my help.

40.- I hate babies.

41.- I love the phrase: "Keep Moving Forward".

42. I'm christian.

43.- I hate alcohol.

44.- I hate tobaco.

45.- I don't think I'll ever consume drugs.

46.- I don't like parties, unless they're videogame parties.

47.- I believe in aliens.

48.- I believe in ghosts.

49.- I dislike that people waste their times at the gym.

50.- I'm afraid of driving.

51.- I'm starting to like skating.

52.- There are two persons really important for me that I'll (sadly) won't ever meet. :/

53.- I hate the beaches.

54.- I love and respect the sea.

55.- I don't like sea food.

56.- I want a Minion like those on "Despicable Me".

57.- My favorite cartoon is Invader Zim.

58.- I thinnk that my voice is weird.

59.- I have sad and dark memories of my days on the elementary and junior high school , fourtunately, I met people that made me feel much better on those times.

60.- My favorite number is 9...on a close battle with 8.

61.- I love to do jokes, but I hate it when people take them to serious and get mad at me.

62.- I'm slightly arachnophobyc.

63.- I would like to swim with whales or manta rays.

64.- I want a pet cat. T_T

65.- I'm afraid of dying either drowned or asphyxiated.

66.- I try to be careful.

67.- I always try to beat myself. (lol...this sounds odd, eh? XD )

68.- I have terrible pulse.

69.- I'm an ace for videogames! :p

70.- I hate american wrestling. (WWE, RAW and such).

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Bio 2.0?

Ok, as response to some problems, I'm deciding to do a deeper bio, I guess, so to my spanish readers, you should take note too!

 

• I am a guy that will have an smile on his face 75% of the day, shy at first, but once I start getting some confidence and trust in someone, you can't shut me up. I love to talk about tech, curious facts, science and other stuff. You can count with me most of the time, however, don't make that "help" a routine or else there may be problems.
  
• I don't like neither alcohol, nor the smell of tobacco (I never have smoked though) and well obviously, I've never (and never will) try drugs.
  
• People say that I'm smart, so I believe them, I'm smart, however I get distracted way to easily. I like to be creative and I'm always thinking about many things the whole time.
  
• I like: Technology, Science, Boxing, Videogames and Music. I hate: Work, Homework, Reggaeton, Cumbias, chakas, and other stuff.
  
• As I mentioned I don't speak too much, or if I speak it's about stuff I like, I never talk about stuff about me, unless the conversation leads to something like it or if someone asks me, however, I'll only respond if I rely on him.
  
• It's easy to establish a bond with me.
  
• Since I'm way too friendly, I get easily sad or angry with people when they question about my friendship.
  
• I love to do jokes, so take note people, because I don't like that much when people doesn't get it and actually gets angry. Fortunately, I know the boundaries of some jokes, so don't expect heavy jokes by me…
  

That's pretty much everything I'm writing here, so now you know, any questions, feel free to ask…

Días en la Costa

Bueno, mi vecino sugirió que pusiera en mi blog lo que hice en Acapulco, asi que ahí voy, antes que nada, tal vez esto esta mal, como no hice algo tan importante que me hiciera recordar que día era, puede haber inclusive días que ni recuerdo >_> , en fin:

Día 1:

Salimos de la casa a la 1:00pm debido a que mi mamá se levanto tarde y no salimos a la hora planeada (5:30am si mal no recuerdo). Todos íbamos nerviosos, era la primera vez que mi mamá manejaba en carretera. Pero finalmente todo salió bien. Llegamos a Acapulco alrededor de las 6:30pm, todos parecían estar felices de vernos de nuevo. Todos íbamos cansados, pero aun así pasamos el resto del día hablando con la familia.

Día 2:

Nos levantamos temprano para ir a Sam's Club a comprar sandalias, ya que había dejado las mías en México. Compramos una y una "Rosca de Reyes", también aproveche y le compre a mi mama un regalo, el ultimo disco de Susan Boyle. No hice nada mas ese día mas que pasar un rato en la computadora, creo que solo visite Chatzy, Facebook, Twitter y MSN. Fue muy rápido. Despues todos partimos la "Rosca de Reyes" .

Día 3:

Salimos temprano a Wal-Mart y a Sam's Club a comprar todo para la cena de año nuevo, la cual íbamos a hacer mi mama, mi hermana y yo. Mi mama iba a hacer, tenders de pollo y mi hermana y yo lasagna de verduras. Y eso fue todo lo que hice, después visite lo de siempre, Chazty, Facebook, Twitter y MSN. Si mal no recuerdo, ese día le ayude a Angel a buscar información de su padre.

Día 4:

Ultimo día del año, casi no hicimos nada sino hasta las 5pm que comenzamos a preparar la cena, de ahí, fuimos a la iglesia y regresamos a cenar, todos nos subimos a ver los fuegos pirotécnicos que hay en la bahía de Acapulco cada año nuevo. Grabé, pero el video pesa 1.5Gbs. :/

Día 5:

Primer día del año, todos nos levantamos alrededor de las 11:00 AM – 12:00PM , ese día salí en la noche a comprar algunos regalos para mi hermana y mi papá, compré un disco de Paramore para mi hermana y el DVD de la última película de los Piratas del Caribe para mi papá. Yo me compre el disco de "Stadium Arcadium" y el disco de "Frances the Mute".

Día 6:

No hicimos mucho, solo nos alistábamos para retirarnos el siguiente día, sin embargo, logre convencer a mi mama y mi hermana de quedarnos un día mas.

Día 7:

Nuevamente no hicimos mucho, solo fuimos a un centro comercial a caminar y ya. Ese día igual boxee con mi primo. Ah y olvide mencionar, pero creo que todos los día visite mis paginas frecuentadas (Chatzy, Facebook, Twitter y MSN).

Día 8:

Regresamos a México DF a las 7AM, un poco mas tranquilos, llegamos a la casa a las 11:00 AM…un poco rápido, eh?