Let Me Fly

Hazy mind, please let me try.

Hard days, please let me breath.

Harsh people, please let me be.

Haunted being, please leave me in peace.

Straight sight, show me the road.

Clear thoughts, it's time to shine.

Bold hearth, this is the time.

Calmed soul, it's time to fly.

Circumstances

Tomorrow I start with second semester, I need to do much better this time, I already saw I'm capable of so many things, so this one should be one of those many things.

I'm currently planning to return to the gym; last semester I found myself with so many free time, plus, when I went to the gym while I was at CECyTEM, I noticed I did more schoolwork. So I'll see if I can handle school and gym, that's why this first week I'll see how tough I feel this semester......If I wouldn't need to take Algebra I wouldn't even doubt about it...*sigh*

Also, I'm still considering if I should return, I mean, despite how much I want to return, this time I would need to pay it, and I only have enough money for two months, and well, since my parents ain't giving me a dime since the start of the vacations, I guess I'll have less money. :/

But well, that isn't everything, I still have a family and a school, so I better focus on what I already have.

But well, at least I had an awesome weekend before the start of the semester with Alan and his cousins.

Invencible Soy

Today I registered my subjects for second semester, I hope I don't mess this time around (I really doubt it). I'll take this semester:
-Algebra
-Thermodynamics
-Physics
-Statistics
-Chemistry II
-Organic Chemistry II
-Experimental Sciences Lab II

It sounds and looks tough, but I won't let that bring me down.

Since I got all my subjects in the morning, I was considering going to register to the gym again, but I decided yo wait a little bit more, I'll take first week of classes to see if I can handle it.

I've been feeling really weird lately, really, as if everyone is trying to "one-up" me, thing I really hate. And not because I can't deal with it, but it's sad to see people needs to do that. I sadly used to be like that, until few months back, but I'm still trying.

You know, I wrote down some words that I wish I could show everyone, but I just won't feel comfortable with posting them. Specially because they show how I failed with one of my dreams.

By the way guys, have I mentioned you I like to sing? Yeah, maybe my voice sucks, but still. *sigh* I wish I could be good for one thing at least. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying I'm not good for anything,  it is just I'm good at some things, but I wish I could be really really good for something, something people would know about me because of how good I am at it.

Anyways, it's time to try to sleep again.

Answers

I mean, I spent so much time looking for answers...but I just couldn't see they I had them all the time, I always had the right words with me, but it was just a matter of looking deeper...hmm...

- - -

As soon as I opened my eyes.
A past that made me ill.
A moment that made me feel.
A  live that got filled.

El sentimiento de una única sensación.
Un futuro que brinda emoción.
Un instante de satisfacción.
Un puesto que ya se encontró.

- - -

Who knows? Maybe that's the answer I was looking for...you know, what I left in the road...though,  I found two other things that I was sure I never had, one is bad, one is good, in fact I can tell you more about the good thing: Maybe, just maybe, I found another answer to one of questions; maybe, just maybe, he wanted me to learn from my mistakes, to see the other side of the coin; maybe, just maybe; I'm not allowed to know it all; maybe, just maybe this aanswer holds all that I wanted.

Though...the other thing... I said things I never expected and now I can't find an answer to them, despite how much I want.

The rock

Well, the test results are in, and as I was expecting, I didn't enter to UNAM. You know? I feel bad because I feel that I just disappointed everyone else. I'm sure that everyone was expecting more from me. And I mean, come on, 54/120? Really?

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Stories from the future

I used to have a lot of plans for my future when I was a little bit younger, however, with time, I've noticed how much I need to prepare on my life.

Despite how much plans I have for my future, I know it's time for me to place my feet on Earth.

Future will reach me on some point, prepare is my only option, despite how much I wish some things to happen, but it dones't matter I still have some priorities.

Time of our lives

Want it or not, live always has a challenge awaiting for us, at the beginning it may look hard/ impossible, but it doesn't matter how hard it may look, we must take the challenge and do our best to succeed at it. The result may be either good or bad from our perception, but it doesn't matter, we must be ready for it and we have to remember that things happens for good to the ones that follow the correct road.

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Adventurer

Recently I have been thinking, What us awaiting me on my life? Everybody seem to have awesome stories of their life...I also said to myself: Will I feel fulfilled with my human live when the end reach me? I spent a lot of time thinking about those 2 questions, but I finally came with a conclusion: I'm the only one who determines if my life will be either thrilling or boring, I shall be the one who creates its own adventurers, not the one who sees the others adventures. I must keep moving forward!

On other events, I can't sleep, plus I'm sick now, so good tomorrow its my last test...

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