Battlefield

This is the best word to describe my thoughts at the time, competing against 1,000,000+ people for a chance of succeeding in life, I'm feeling something I haven't felt for a long time, the feeling of getting into combat, were you know only one can be victorious, I'm sure you already know where I used to feel this…

Chris:

My brother, thanks for everything you've done for me, for all there time you've shared with me.

Brother, this words are for you:

Thanks for never letting me down, for cheering me up whenever I'm down, for showing me a new way if seeing life, for showing me what true friendship is all about.

Brother, thanks for always making me smile when I'm close to you.

From me, all you can expect is a brother ready help in whatever you need.

Brother, please, never change, never forget about me and, keep moving forward.

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The Beginning 6

Forgot to mention, 2 months before I finish 5th grade, we move from home, to "a forest", guess who was going to be my neighbor? ...Yes, Mauricio. ;_;

Well, sixth grade, last year of elementary school, and the beginning to a disaster. People kept offending me, but it started going out of control, jokes were getting bigger and some were starting to affect Alan as well.

So, one day, I was out of my house roller skating and I don't quite remember what happened exactly, but I fell and sprained my right foot, it was really painful, according to the doctor it was a third grade sprain, which is the biggest level of sprain, however, it still wasn't a broken bone completely. I was absent from school for 1 and a half week, despite I had to wait 3 weeks before going to school according to the doctor, I went for one and a half week with my crutches, since the school building had 5 floors and my group was on the 4^th floor, I wasn't allowed to go down to the break, so I stayed all those days on the classroom, I felt terribly lonely that time to be honest.

That year play was Harry Potter II, this time, since Mauricio´s mother complained about his son getting Hagrid's script last year, instead of me being Harry Potter again, Mauricio got Harry's script, and I got Hagrid! I was a little bit angry about that, but back then, I was even more calmed person, so I still was okay with that.

They keep bothering me with the gay jokes; they were really starting to become really annoying. Since Miss Veronica got to be our English teacher again, and since I really trusted on her, I decided to talk to her about that problem, and one day she talked with them, they got grounded, I really only wanted them to understand that it was starting to hurt me, not to get punished after that, but oh well. The jokes finally stopped, but now the whole class hated me! So, I can't really tell if it was better or worse.

Oh, I forgot, on fifth grade we won again the regional Basketball tourney, however that was my last year on the Basketball team. The trainer talked to me on sixth grade to ask me if I wanted to help his team on one match they had, I accepted, we won, but what he didn't told me was that it was the final of the regional tourney! So I got a medal without doing anything!

Things couldn't get worse that year, you know why? Because my mother asked to Mauricio´s mother if she could take me and bring me from school, with Mauricio, it was terrible; we didn't talked at all, he also kept bothering me. However, one day I noticed he arrived to school crying, everyone was making fun of him since he was "the macho" guy from the class, I went to ask him that what was wrong, he told me that today in the morning, he found his kitten death on his garden, and I cheered him up. After that, he start considering me as his friend, however, I was still really hurt from how he treated me. But one day, he invited me to play Gamecube with his brother and had a lot of fun. Then he started inviting me to go out and play Football with all the guys from our street, I didn't like to play Football at all, but I still went to play.

I was still doing really bad grades wise; I got 7.5 on Spanish and on English. :/

Overall, my elementary school was full of high and low moments, but I met great friends and learnt a lot of things about life.

 

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Curious note: I was playing the song "Amazing Grace" before I finished writing this. Snif…

The beginning 5

I made it to 5th grade of English and Spanish; I wasn't able to see Alan as frequently as before, since he was on 4th grade, however, we still met during the break.

My English teacher was name Veronica and my Spanish teacher was named Alicia. Both were really nice persons and teachers, I really loved them.

Here was where I met a guy named Mauricio, he was well…smart, ingenious and talented guy, but he was…well, his attitude wasn't the best, here was were everything changed, again. During the first period I was doing good, 8.0 on Spanish and 9.0 on English, that year's play was Harry Potter, I was Harry Potter I (out of two), that definitely was the best play I did on the elementary school, it was really fun and good.

Ok, getting onto the second period, well, since all my friends were from my previous English class (Alan was not my only friend! XD), I had to find some new friends this year, despite I knew them from before, I never tried to establish a friendship with any of them since second grade. So I had to try, and I was a little accepted on Mauricio's "group", though, I kind of consider it as a mistake, a huge mistake, all of them thought that the bond I made with Alan was gay, and yep, I was considered as the gay person of the class, at the beginning I really didn't care, they were only words, but oh well, that thing kept from the rest of the year, and as a result, my grades went down; English 8.1 overall, and 7.5 on Spanish.

The Beginning 4

This year was big! Fourth grade of Spanish, third of English. My English teacher was named Paty, she was famous for being the most strict teacher in the school. I always finished her works really quick, and he sometimes got mad with me for the same reason, she didn't like that.

So Alan was in the same group as me, he still was a little angry with me, but for some reason, we started talking a lot again, we became great friends again.

He invited me to his birthday party, me and another girl from our class were the only ones from the school that were invited. We became even closer friends.

I was doing really, really great on Basketball, we won that year's regional tourney.

The play of that year was Pinnochio. I was Pinnochio II, however, out from the other three Pinnochio's, I was the one that had more script, oh, and a song! :D

I got 8.6 on Spanish, and. . . 10 on English! Here was were everything changed, at the end of the course, Miss Paty talked to my dad and told him that I was way to good on English for going one grade lower, so next year I was going to study Spanish and English fifth grade. I was really happy.

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Moving onto something else...

Apparently my nose problems are returning, it's getting a little hard for me to breath from my nose again, I mostly breath from my mouth, only My sister ( and you guys) know about this, on Saturday I actually felt that I was going to dismay. :-/

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The Issacs way

Well, as you guys will notice from this posts from my past you will notice how I am the best for making the best mistakes. How I always ruin everything. Despite of what I thought, that I finally changed, it seems that it actually isn't true, it seems that I'm still the same strange person, but well that doesn't come as a surprise, really, I've already got used to this feeling...

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The beginning 3

Moving onto third grade of Spanish, second grade of English. The game really started there, Spanish was pretty "okay", English, I got 9.8+ grades of grades.

One day I was sited with this guy named "Alan", we were becoming really good friends little by little, then he moved into the sports class with me and became even closer. But one day we were playing and I accidentally pushed him into a wall. Thanks God nothing bad really happened, it was just the pain. He got really mad with me. I apologized a lot. But he wouldn't forgive me; I knew that our friendship was over.

The English groups presented a play every year, on first grade we did "The Lion King", I was Rafiki! XD ; on second grade we did Cinderella, I was Lionel (?), he was like the servant of the king IIRC. I also entered the school's basketball team. Hmm…I think that was all for that year, oh, I got 1^st grade on English that year. I still met with Ricardo few times, but not that frequently, he lives in Mexico City, I live 1 hour away from there.

The Beginning 2

For second grade I moved to a private school, were my sister was studying, however, this school was bilingual, so we got to study the same Spanish subjects on English, which means that I studied Science, History, etc. on English. The school rules said that since I came from a public school were English wasn't taught, I had to study Spanish second grade and English first grade. For some reason, English seem to be kinda natural on me, I did awesome that year in English. Same with Spanish.

No awards this time... and, as sad as it sounds, no friends this time. For the sports class, I had to choose between, Football, Basketball or Tae Kwon Do (?), I picked Basketball.

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Maybe next time?

We went to the mall today, my sister got herself a new phone, so I guess she won't be buying a PS3 after all. :-/ But well, is her money anywyays. She told me that if I wanted a DS lite, she would get it for me. I obviously said no, of course.
Then we retuned home, I did a work my mother dint wanted to do, so yeah, I ended up doing it. I chatted the whole evening with my brother Chris, then we played Strikers for few minutes.

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The beginning

I would start to describe this from the kinder garten, but, I dont remember anything from it at all. :-/

Only that I met my first friend there, Ricardo. He was a nice guy, really smart actually.

Anyways, I studied my first year of elementary school on the elementary school were my mother works, Ricardo was there with me as well, I remember that my teacher was really strict, her name was Araceli. I remember that I was good for spelling and vocabulary. I also remember I used to be left-handed, but my teacher forced me to become right-handed.

I became really close friend to Ricardo. By the way, Ricardo's mother was my kinder teacher.

That year I got 1st place of the class, apparently for my vocabulary and spelling skills, oh and becuase I knew how to read since kindergarten. Ricardo got 4th, despite that he was good for everything else, excpet reading.

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Spiderwebs

Could it be? Could it be that my actions are actually bad? I don't know why, but I kind of feel that my father is disappointed with me, but, what could it be? I think I've done everything the best I can, I don't feel like I've done something bad, what could it be disappointing him? This feeling is really strange, and it's kind of hard to deal with.

Qualities

I've really been thinking which my qualities are, and I (sadly) can't come with something good. :/ Yeah I may be good for videogames, but really? Is that all? :/

Anyways, I'll list the qualities I've noticed from some of my friends:

-Alan: He can think a lot of things really quick!

-Aaron: He is really smart, he has a lot of imagination, he draws really great and he is really capable of accomplishing whatever he wants.

-Anthony: He can draw really great as well, he is really friendly and he is really smart as well!

-Cesar: He is an awesome person, he is REALLY smart, is really interested on music, really friendly draws and he is good for sports.

-Edgar: *read above*

And last, but not least, Angel: Smart, great drawer, super friendly, helpful and achieves whatever he wants to.

 

Success is all I can see in your roads, my friends. :´)

Thank you

Friends...thanks for ilumanitating my road and never let me alone.
My friends, this words are for you; Thanks for staying here at my side, no matter the situation.
Thanks for forgiving all my mistakes.
Thanks for making me smile everyday, no matter how bad a day could be.
Thanks for guiding me through the correct road.
Thanks for caring about me, for never forgetting me.
Thanks for changing me for good.
Thanks for cheering me up when I am sad.
Thanks for everything you have done for me.

My friends, from me, you can only expect the best, but please, keep rocking the way you are.
Thanks for everything my friends.
But I specially want to thank God for letting our roads meet, thanks God.
I love you all.

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New skin!

How do you like it? I personally love it!

The next background must be of either Epic Mickey or Endless Ocean! >:D

Moustache and "beard"

Thats pretty much it.

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I’m not going away

Well, today everything started really bad, really bad, around 3AM I woke up really...strange I think, I didn't felt well with myself when I woke up, it was a really odd feeling, I don't know if I can describe it. Then, I started to read the bible since I couldn't sleep, and decided to sleep around 4AM or so, woke up at 10-11AM, I think, then I had breakfast and went onto Chatzy, but I had to leave immediately to cook "lunch"? Then I came back to Chatzy and started playing SASASR for a bit, I completed it already. Then I spoke a few with Angel, then I went out to play football and finally came back to speak a little bit with Angel and Cesar.

 

I don't know why, but I feel like something I've trying to avoid is (sadly) happening, I'm afraid of how I can't control myself sometimes, of how I can mess things around sometimes…kinda makes me nervous. :/

Undisclosed Desires

Caminando en lo oscuro
es el destino que me es dado
sin objetivo alguno
vago sin descanzo alguno.

Walking on the darkness
just hanging with my memories
about those happy times
when I was a boy without any scars.

Caminando en lo oscuro
cubriendo mi cuerpo enfermo
de heridas que un inocente sueño
a mi vida le dío un giro.

Walking on the darkness
with this undisclosed desires
which I must forget forever
since that the only cure
for my soul in peace rest.

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Bio 3.0¿

1.-I like green color.

2.-I consider myself "anti-social".

3.-I'm very curious.

4.-I love chemistry.

5.-I love videogames.

6.-I love Mario Bros.

7.-My favorite Mario Bros. character is Yoshi.

8.-My 3 favorite videogames are: Mario Kart 64, Super Mario World and Enless Ocean: Blue World.

9.-I love my family.

10.-I also love my family-friends.

11.-I'm loyal to those who give me their loyalty.

12.-I hate reggaeton.

13.-My favorite sports are Boxing, Basketball and Football.

14.- I love cold weathers.

15.- I want to visit: Chile, Germany, Canda (again :p ) , Chicago ;) , Switzerland and Tokyo.

16.- I want to learn to speak German.

17.- I'm a Nintendo fan.

18.- I'm REALLY lazy.

19.- I consider my self a simple person.

20.- I don't like shirts with printings.

21.- I don't want to have children.

22.- I would like to adopt two boys.

23.- I like to speak with girls the most.

24.- Some real important people for me : Alan Vauhlosky, Isaac H. , Norma Mariana , César Aviles, Edgar Aviles, Aaron Torres, Ergwin Anthony y Mauricio Chavez.

25.- My favorite animals: Turtels, Whales, Cats and Fishes.

26.- I don't like dogs that much, but I love the one I currently have! :3

27.- I'm very careless.

28.- I always wanted to have my hair curled

29.- My favorite movies: Monsters Inc. , Rat Race, Despicable Me.

30.- I listen almost al generes of music except for Reggaeton and those ugly "Corridos". Dx

31.- My favorite bands: The Strokes, Red Hot Chili Peppers, The Mars Volta, Metallica y Ozzy Osbourne.

32.- My favorite albums: Stadium Arcadium - Jupiter, Californication, Frances The Mute, Black Rain, Death Magnetic y Raro.

33.- My favorite consoles: N64 y Wii.

34.- I like american pop culture (YA RLY).

35.- I don't like to read that much.

36.- I'm the inkd of guy that sees the glass "half-full".

37.- I've only got angry twice in my life, it's different angry than annoyed.

38.- I like to help

39.- I hate when people abuse of my help.

40.- I hate babies.

41.- I love the phrase: "Keep Moving Forward".

42. I'm christian.

43.- I hate alcohol.

44.- I hate tobaco.

45.- I don't think I'll ever consume drugs.

46.- I don't like parties, unless they're videogame parties.

47.- I believe in aliens.

48.- I believe in ghosts.

49.- I dislike that people waste their times at the gym.

50.- I'm afraid of driving.

51.- I'm starting to like skating.

52.- There are two persons really important for me that I'll (sadly) won't ever meet. :/

53.- I hate the beaches.

54.- I love and respect the sea.

55.- I don't like sea food.

56.- I want a Minion like those on "Despicable Me".

57.- My favorite cartoon is Invader Zim.

58.- I thinnk that my voice is weird.

59.- I have sad and dark memories of my days on the elementary and junior high school , fourtunately, I met people that made me feel much better on those times.

60.- My favorite number is 9...on a close battle with 8.

61.- I love to do jokes, but I hate it when people take them to serious and get mad at me.

62.- I'm slightly arachnophobyc.

63.- I would like to swim with whales or manta rays.

64.- I want a pet cat. T_T

65.- I'm afraid of dying either drowned or asphyxiated.

66.- I try to be careful.

67.- I always try to beat myself. (lol...this sounds odd, eh? XD )

68.- I have terrible pulse.

69.- I'm an ace for videogames! :p

70.- I hate american wrestling. (WWE, RAW and such).

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