Operation Rainfall

What's the point of being loved if we want it to get demonstrated in a way we like? What if people's love is determined in different ways? What if people can't see "a different" way"? Why is it that humans must reach one single and ultimate answer? But, why do we need to shape other's questions in order to meet our own thoughts? Why force others pursue things they don't like? Things they don't want? Things they're not interested in? There seem to be more questions than answers, which is not necessarily a bad thing...

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Let Me Fly

Hazy mind, please let me try.

Hard days, please let me breath.

Harsh people, please let me be.

Haunted being, please leave me in peace.

Straight sight, show me the road.

Clear thoughts, it's time to shine.

Bold hearth, this is the time.

Calmed soul, it's time to fly.

Déjame entrar

No te pido que entierres mis sueños.

Sólo te pido que me des una oportunidad.

No quiero que vuelva a ser igual.

Mas si que vuelva a vivir aquella sensación.

Tal vez la ocasión fue única.

Pero me rehúso a pensar que no se repetirá.

Mi esperanza es lo único que me deja seguir.

Mi sueño es lo único que deja creer.

La dirección es incierta como el futuro.

La vida cruel como la realidad.

Pero se requiere más que eso para verme rendido.

Circumstances

Tomorrow I start with second semester, I need to do much better this time, I already saw I'm capable of so many things, so this one should be one of those many things.

I'm currently planning to return to the gym; last semester I found myself with so many free time, plus, when I went to the gym while I was at CECyTEM, I noticed I did more schoolwork. So I'll see if I can handle school and gym, that's why this first week I'll see how tough I feel this semester......If I wouldn't need to take Algebra I wouldn't even doubt about it...*sigh*

Also, I'm still considering if I should return, I mean, despite how much I want to return, this time I would need to pay it, and I only have enough money for two months, and well, since my parents ain't giving me a dime since the start of the vacations, I guess I'll have less money. :/

But well, that isn't everything, I still have a family and a school, so I better focus on what I already have.

But well, at least I had an awesome weekend before the start of the semester with Alan and his cousins.

Hope

Seems like I had this one since November.

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You used to talk to me about the day we could all live as one, the day we could all think as one, the day in which our desires would benefit all of us. Now I look at you and I don't know what had dappen to you, maybe I'll never know who is guilty here, who is behind all this, but I look at you and can't resist to ask you, have you reach what you wanted to? Is this what we wanted? Having to answer for you hurts as equal as the reality.

Hope is something that departed from this place long ago. You used to be the one that gave me hope and made me believe, but please just don't turn back and tell me that you don't know what had happen here because you know that the answers lies deep inside you.

It hurts to know what is going on, but it hurts even more to see your hipocrecy, almost as much as seeing you just sit there and do nothing to change what happens.

My hazy mind can't come with anything else that the same question, what had happens to us?

It doesn't matter how much you try to make me feel better, you'll keep ruining everything with your empty words...

El Necio

Una pluma que cae del cielo.
Rendida ante el desprecio.
Busca el inocente sueño.
Despierta, que el mundo sigue.

Heridas hechas por piedad.
¿Heridas hechas por error?
Dolor que inmuta mi ser.
¿Dolor que arriva por temor?

Aterriza donde más te acomoda.
Permanece aquí hasta sanar.
Toma mi suspiro y hazlo callar.
Que tal vez mi viaje está por terminar.

Tiempo Suficiente

Severo y preciso, casi inadvertido.

Duro y enigmático, ataca a cualquiera.

Grande y veloz, pasa en un parpadeo.

Finito o infinito, sin compasión.

Te muestras aunque no te pueda ver.

Me demuestras cómo fallé.

Me atacas con tu grandeza.

Ven y corroe, ven y consume.

De mi tristeza te has privado.

Mis pensamientos has modificado.

Mis sueños has destrozado.

Mis emociones has controlado.

Bouncing

So I have a friend (more like my brother [I consider him my brother]) in the US, he was planning to visit me this summer, but I was not sure if it was worthy for him, since I have some courses at school and I wasn't sure if it was the time already, but I didn't use the right words and end up messing things around (as usual). I passed the last week thinking of what could be done, and despite not finding out when were the courses supposed to take place, I did discover that they last 2-3 hours a day, so it wasn't a waste of time after all. So I decided to give the 'yes' finally, I was actually excited for giving the news, but I messed my words again and as a result, the conversation itself.
Now I don't even know if I want to see him in person, it will be highly likely that I will hurt him again, and it would be even worse if that happens while he is physically at my side and in vacation.
I hope everything ends up right...

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The Pillar

Siempre ahí por mí, no importa la hora
Listo para apoyarme, no importa el anímo
Siempre junto a mi, no importa el clima
Bajo el caluroso sol, ayudandose mutuamente.

El tiempo pasara, la estructura no colapsara
Dos piezas unidas, destinadas a estar juntas
Ni el viento ni el agua, erosionara este pilar
Bajo el cielo azul, pasaran la eternidad.

28/03/2011

Filler (No, this is not it's name >_> )

...Stories that will remain untold
dealing with feelings that I can't hold
injustice that can shatter the bold
A situation that seems it will never get old...
- 23 / Nov. / 2010 -

The biggest dreamer

Young but persistent, aiming for the best
Weak but smart, thinking with his heart
Happy but scared, afraid of the future
Nervous but excited, ready for the adventure.

Negative feelings stalking him
Forcing him to flee
Confident on his beliefs
He keeps his sight straight.

Biggest dreamer, trust in yourself
Biggest dreamer, do your best
Biggest dreamer, enjoy the chance
Biggest dreamer, don't stop believing.

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Stories from the future

I used to have a lot of plans for my future when I was a little bit younger, however, with time, I've noticed how much I need to prepare on my life.

Despite how much plans I have for my future, I know it's time for me to place my feet on Earth.

Future will reach me on some point, prepare is my only option, despite how much I wish some things to happen, but it dones't matter I still have some priorities.

The resident

When the skies where falling down over me
When reality was something I wouldn’t deal with
Out from the skies, he came to put my life upside down
Through good and bad times, at my side he’ll be.

On this journeys that life have drive me through
My guard angel won’t ever leave me alone
Because through time, he has gain my trust and respect
With him as my guide, our destinies will shine.

Together we shall be, together we will be.
This bond will grow everyday
The road will be dominated by us
Together, no one can hurt us.

The beginning

I would start to describe this from the kinder garten, but, I dont remember anything from it at all. :-/

Only that I met my first friend there, Ricardo. He was a nice guy, really smart actually.

Anyways, I studied my first year of elementary school on the elementary school were my mother works, Ricardo was there with me as well, I remember that my teacher was really strict, her name was Araceli. I remember that I was good for spelling and vocabulary. I also remember I used to be left-handed, but my teacher forced me to become right-handed.

I became really close friend to Ricardo. By the way, Ricardo's mother was my kinder teacher.

That year I got 1st place of the class, apparently for my vocabulary and spelling skills, oh and becuase I knew how to read since kindergarten. Ricardo got 4th, despite that he was good for everything else, excpet reading.

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Undisclosed Desires

Caminando en lo oscuro
es el destino que me es dado
sin objetivo alguno
vago sin descanzo alguno.

Walking on the darkness
just hanging with my memories
about those happy times
when I was a boy without any scars.

Caminando en lo oscuro
cubriendo mi cuerpo enfermo
de heridas que un inocente sueño
a mi vida le dío un giro.

Walking on the darkness
with this undisclosed desires
which I must forget forever
since that the only cure
for my soul in peace rest.

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Time of our lives

Want it or not, live always has a challenge awaiting for us, at the beginning it may look hard/ impossible, but it doesn't matter how hard it may look, we must take the challenge and do our best to succeed at it. The result may be either good or bad from our perception, but it doesn't matter, we must be ready for it and we have to remember that things happens for good to the ones that follow the correct road.

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Adventurer

Recently I have been thinking, What us awaiting me on my life? Everybody seem to have awesome stories of their life...I also said to myself: Will I feel fulfilled with my human live when the end reach me? I spent a lot of time thinking about those 2 questions, but I finally came with a conclusion: I'm the only one who determines if my life will be either thrilling or boring, I shall be the one who creates its own adventurers, not the one who sees the others adventures. I must keep moving forward!

On other events, I can't sleep, plus I'm sick now, so good tomorrow its my last test...

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Busy

Last week has been really hard for me, a lot of stuff had happened to me, thanks God, it has not been bad stuff, but, neither good, mostly it has just been homework but well I barely could sleep for 4-5 hours last week... :/

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