Majestic Revelations of Unparalleled Grace: Mysteries of an Infinite Universe. "vol. x"

Weird title, I know.


This has been an exhausting week so far. Though, it had it's rewards. Please, allow me to recap the highlights of this.


On Monday, I was very, very tired, I didn't get that much sleep on the weekend (my fault), still, it was good, especially in Statistics. I have the feeling that I'll get a very good grade this time around. Physics and Thermodynamic was...eh..."okay". I slept around 1AM doing Organic Chem lab work.




Tuesday came by, I arrived awfully late to Inorganic Chem...as usual. Though, we keep doing stuff I did at CECyTEM, so no biggie here. On Organic Chem Lab we made Acetyl Salicylic Acid (aka Aspirin), all the students made the process wrong, so we got no product. Though, we need to recover it from the flask. Since it still there, just in another form. I need to find a way to recover it for next Tuesday. I had the usual 4 free hours before Algebra...and guess what? I had exam that day, so I had to study for it. I feel I did marvelously well. I'm aiming for and 10/10....8/10 for the least. Again, I slept late doing Physics and Organic Chem homework. I didn't complete Physics homework, I fell asleep around midnight.




There I was, ready for Wednesday, with a huge sleep debt and all that stuff. I arrived late for Statistics, fortunately, the Engineer had no problem with me arriving a bit late. I didn't lost to much of class though, as I answered all the exercises he gave us correctly. I must do good this time around, otherwise I won't exempt the final test. I had ESL next. We did a experiment of acid-base indicators. Again, stuff I already did at CECyTEM. Physics came next. I had to deliver my 3/4 of homework, I hope I don't get in trouble for that. Finally, I had Organic Chem, we saw reactions of phenols and alcohols, pretty simple if you ask me. Then I had Algebra, we made a review of the test, it seems like I have all the answers correct. I really hope so, a 10 would grant me that I can say goodbye to Algebra finally. I had to get out of the class 1 hour early, since the engineer allowed me to since they were going to repeat a subject of the test which he knew I already knew. I had to do some payments to the bank before 4PM. I got to the bank on time (3:20PM), got out of there around 4:10PM. Went to Blockbuster for some game-hunt. Saw Pokemon Platinum for $350 (used)...it was a fair price...a bit expensive for me. So I let it go, I'm sure I can find it below that price. Came back to the house to do some ESL and Thermodynamic homework. I arrive so late and tired that I couldn't focus on anything, I ended up doing few ESL homework and playing few games, I was awfully stressed. I decided to do some more ESL homework. I slept around 1:10AM.


Today was a nice day. I woke up even more tired. But I had less classes today. I arrived, late, to Inorganic Chem. We made another review before the test. I had no problem with the exercises. ESL came next, we discussed about the pH table, and acid-base indicators. Here was were I saw something new. Make extreme and, probably unnecessary equations to determinate it. I was falling already sleep at that time. The I had Organic Chem, we kept looking at hydrolysis reactions for phenols, alcohol, carboxylic acids and it's derivates. I struggled to stay awake on that class, but I made it. I was "free" after 12, but I had to do my Thermodynamic exercises in order to have rights for presenting the 2nd period test. I already failed first, so I must give my best shot this time. I don't have my hopes up though... I stayed with Abraham the whole afternoon attempting to solve few exercises, we could only get 3/11 done in 3:30 hours. I got to know much more about him, he also told me he considers me a good friend, I felt really good about that, given the few time we've known each other. Then came Aide and her boyfriend, Carlos. Both are good friend of me. But I was a bit angry with Aide, since we were going to make the Thermodynamic work together, instead, she vanished for 1:30 hour to go kiss with Carlos. Then, she appeared just to ask me for the exercises I've done by that time. I refused to pass the exercises to her. Then, Abraham and I talked about she ignoring and lying to us for being with Carlos more time. We even made some "nerd" jokes about her (check SN2 reactions, Nucleophile, and leaving group). I was joking her all that time. But then, Carlos appeared and she started telling Carlos about Abraham and I speaking bad about her, pretty extreme if you ask me, as Carlos is quite..."special", he wasn't going to take it as a joke. He got a bit angry, he left for a while, he came back, and Aide kept messing on us. Abraham dropped a bomb and he got angry this time. Aide told me how Carlos sees me as his only friend from the school, I obviously felt like crap there (despite it was all a joke). He came back later, he apparently wasn't upset at all...thanks God. We went to see the Thermodynamic teacher around 4PM to solve few doubts we had of the exercises. I left around 4:30PM from school. When I arrived, I was awfully stressed and pissed (for some reason), I played few Kid Icarus...well it ended up being 2 hours of Kid Icarus. ( ^^´)  I'm planning to do few Thermodynamic homework before going to sleep, I may continue in the morning tomorrow...I hope tomorrow is another good day.

New Desgin

I feel it was needed.

What do you think of it? It looks a little bit happier.

Caminos Sin Destino

Few fragments of a work I've been trying to build for quite some time now (8 months?). But I couldn't come up with anything but few fragments. :/


"The ship is departing from this lonely island, the place where we used to laugh and play turned into ashes.
We can't repair the damage we did, a future without mercy awaits on the horizon.
The salvation light abandoned the town where we grew up long time ago, the mist makes everything hard to see, were we left behind? We see skies falling over us as we struggle to find the exit. Had we arrived where we wanted to?
This rain tries to clean our soul, however, not even the holiest waters will save us from doom.
Getting tired of walking in these flat lands. I want to forget of the pain I've felt for so long. Let me return to my roots, let me claim my lands... "


"...Sigo inundando en éste profundo mar de recuerdos que me dejaste al momento de partir, es como si solo hubiese sido ayer cuando deambulábamos bajo el acogedor frío de aquellas calles que frecuentábamos en nuestra niñez. Unidos por el calor de nuestras manos, recorríamos el lugar.

No fue sino hasta llegar a tan bello y frondoso árbol, cuando nuestras almas eran unidas por un bella y simple mirada; el resplandor de la blanca y limpia luna acariciaba tu piel, nuestro deseo parecía ser el mismo, que éste momento jamás terminara..."

Acciones

Desolado en éstas tierras destrozadas.
No tengo más que recordar lo que fui.
Acciones que marcaron el rumbo.
Acciones que cesaron el momento.

¿Qué otra cosa pude haber hecho?
Era cazar o ser cazado, el peso dominó.
La voluntad decayó, el sol se apagó.
¿Qué otra cosa pude haber cambiado?

Me limito a ver mis días expirar.
La penumbra comienza a cobijar.
El dolor se incrementa al recordar.
La culpa se maximiza al observar...

...pero, ¿Qué otra cosa pude esperar?

Júzgame

Rodeado de sus prejuiciosas miradas me encuentro.
Creyendo que dentro de mi yace una abominación.
Pensando en las peores cosas de las que soy capaz.
¿Pero, qué hay de mi lado humano? ¿De mis pensamientos?
Ustedes sólo asumen, ustedes sólo dañan, sólo atacan.

Yo también quiero brillar, vivir aquella sensación.
¿Qué me hace tan diferente antes tus ojos?
Deseoso de una sola oportunidad amanezco.
La requiero para arrancar el parásito de tu córnea.

No me queda más que esperar a ése día.
El día en el que todos nos veremos como uno.
El día en el que todos sentiremos como uno.
El día en el que todos pensaremos como uno.

Luck, a Matter of Faith

Haha! It ended up fitting me quite perfectly...

Wow, these last weeks have been really weird. I mean, first, I was looking for jobs for being able to pay all my school expenses. And now, I even have money left for me! Thanks God for hearing me out.

It all started with me selling my Bluetooth headset in order to make a renew my cellphone plan and getting a new phone I wanted (Xperia Pro). I sold them, and I only needed $500 more for paying the phone. My parents decided to help me with that amount as long as I pay it back (I WAS waiting to sell the Xperia Mini Pro) on those days. Anyways, we went to renew my plan. I was going for the Xperia Pro I wanted so much. But that day Telcel had a super deal, I could get a Galaxy Note with a 90% discount. I obviously picked it; though, my plan was to resell it, since it was a model I didn't like and since I could pay all my monthly fees of my new plan AND I even had money left for buying a Xperia Pro.

Thanks God, I sold the Galaxy Nothe in 3 days. The package was delivered today in Cancún with no problems.

I was starting to get worried, since after 33 days I had zero costumers for buying the Xperia Mini Pro.  I had to drop $500 of the price I wanted. But, I finally sold it today, I've got an extra cash now.

I also bought a Xperia Pro on Mercado Libre. But fortunately, it came all good. I'm really liking it so far...

Ashes

Ya sé que insisto en la misma cosa.
Pero entiende que es mi sueño.
Sé que hay riesgos, pero sé que hay victoria.
El camino es duro, lo sé; pero es mi sueño.

Las adversidades sobran, comprendo.
Pero mi deseo es mayoría, observa.
El triunfo es mi anhelo, imagina.
Tu miedo me bloquea, no mientas.

As a flame goes up to the sky, I lay.
As a tear sparkles in my face, I dream.
As wave grows bigger in the ocean, I hear you.
As your words hit my ears, I watch.
My dreams turn into ashes in front of me.



...and still, I struggle to understand what you say, I really do. I want to know what you feel, I want to know how you see me. But...at the same time I struggle to understand what you think...

Dreams

Same dream, same expectation.
Same reply, same disappointment.
It's all a matter of words in the end.
Sad, but that is how you see it.


What's a dream? Images on my brain?
Projections of my heart?
Reflections of my past?
Excuses of my life?


I have my dreams, my own world.
My ambitions mean anything to you?
It's time to look past your thoughts.
Because there's people after them.
There's hope after them.
There's dedication after them.
But remember, I'm there too.