The rock

Well, the test results are in, and as I was expecting, I didn't enter to UNAM. You know? I feel bad because I feel that I just disappointed everyone else. I'm sure that everyone was expecting more from me. And I mean, come on, 54/120? Really?

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Destino

El no sabe lo que es el destino
Solo camina sin rumbo fijo
Esperando solo lo mejor
Solo Dios sabe que será de el.

El no sabe lo que es el destino
Bajo el crepusculo sin descanzo alguno
Con la mirada muy en alto
Con anhelos de seguir viendo.

El no sabe lo que es el destino
Con amigos listos para el apoyo
Con familia lista para ayudarlo
Con un corazon maginifco.

¡Ay Dios! ¿Que será de el?
Nunca camira sin luz de guía
Todos estaremos ahi por el
¡Ay Dios! No lo dejes solo.

Angel Bailon

Amigable
Neat
Gentil
Especial
Lovely

Bueno
Amazing
Intelligent
Loyal
Original
Necio ( =P´) [In case it translates other thing, it means stubborn in spanish! :p ]

Filler (No, this is not it's name >_> )

...Stories that will remain untold
dealing with feelings that I can't hold
injustice that can shatter the bold
A situation that seems it will never get old...
- 23 / Nov. / 2010 -

The biggest dreamer

Young but persistent, aiming for the best
Weak but smart, thinking with his heart
Happy but scared, afraid of the future
Nervous but excited, ready for the adventure.

Negative feelings stalking him
Forcing him to flee
Confident on his beliefs
He keeps his sight straight.

Biggest dreamer, trust in yourself
Biggest dreamer, do your best
Biggest dreamer, enjoy the chance
Biggest dreamer, don't stop believing.

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Stories from the future

I used to have a lot of plans for my future when I was a little bit younger, however, with time, I've noticed how much I need to prepare on my life.

Despite how much plans I have for my future, I know it's time for me to place my feet on Earth.

Future will reach me on some point, prepare is my only option, despite how much I wish some things to happen, but it dones't matter I still have some priorities.

Final move

The last card has been played
The strategies have been set
My direction has been decided
There is no place for a mistake.

My desires can't be clearer
My excitement can't be bigger
My intentions can't be better
This, is my final move.

Room for only one option
I have to trust on my emotions
Here, against any consideration
I know this is my destination.

One chance is all I need
One chance is all I see.
This, is my last chance
This, is my final move.

Fall

Just as he hitted the bottom
His root commence to change
Seeds of doubt, drop to the ground
This soul has reached it's worse.

Amigo, no vayas en esa dirección
Tus pensamientos te desviaron
Estoy harto de tus amigos
Haciendote creer que haces lo mejor.

My friend, don't go that way
Just think on the things that will await
There's no time for hesitating
Turning back is your desire.

Amigo, tan sabio y pacifico
Sabes que es hora del verdadero cambio
No dejes que tu alma la consuma el fuego
Preparate, esto es solo el comienzo.

The resident

When the skies where falling down over me
When reality was something I wouldn’t deal with
Out from the skies, he came to put my life upside down
Through good and bad times, at my side he’ll be.

On this journeys that life have drive me through
My guard angel won’t ever leave me alone
Because through time, he has gain my trust and respect
With him as my guide, our destinies will shine.

Together we shall be, together we will be.
This bond will grow everyday
The road will be dominated by us
Together, no one can hurt us.

Battlefield

This is the best word to describe my thoughts at the time, competing against 1,000,000+ people for a chance of succeeding in life, I'm feeling something I haven't felt for a long time, the feeling of getting into combat, were you know only one can be victorious, I'm sure you already know where I used to feel this…

Chris:

My brother, thanks for everything you've done for me, for all there time you've shared with me.

Brother, this words are for you:

Thanks for never letting me down, for cheering me up whenever I'm down, for showing me a new way if seeing life, for showing me what true friendship is all about.

Brother, thanks for always making me smile when I'm close to you.

From me, all you can expect is a brother ready help in whatever you need.

Brother, please, never change, never forget about me and, keep moving forward.

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The Beginning 6

Forgot to mention, 2 months before I finish 5th grade, we move from home, to "a forest", guess who was going to be my neighbor? ...Yes, Mauricio. ;_;

Well, sixth grade, last year of elementary school, and the beginning to a disaster. People kept offending me, but it started going out of control, jokes were getting bigger and some were starting to affect Alan as well.

So, one day, I was out of my house roller skating and I don't quite remember what happened exactly, but I fell and sprained my right foot, it was really painful, according to the doctor it was a third grade sprain, which is the biggest level of sprain, however, it still wasn't a broken bone completely. I was absent from school for 1 and a half week, despite I had to wait 3 weeks before going to school according to the doctor, I went for one and a half week with my crutches, since the school building had 5 floors and my group was on the 4^th floor, I wasn't allowed to go down to the break, so I stayed all those days on the classroom, I felt terribly lonely that time to be honest.

That year play was Harry Potter II, this time, since Mauricio´s mother complained about his son getting Hagrid's script last year, instead of me being Harry Potter again, Mauricio got Harry's script, and I got Hagrid! I was a little bit angry about that, but back then, I was even more calmed person, so I still was okay with that.

They keep bothering me with the gay jokes; they were really starting to become really annoying. Since Miss Veronica got to be our English teacher again, and since I really trusted on her, I decided to talk to her about that problem, and one day she talked with them, they got grounded, I really only wanted them to understand that it was starting to hurt me, not to get punished after that, but oh well. The jokes finally stopped, but now the whole class hated me! So, I can't really tell if it was better or worse.

Oh, I forgot, on fifth grade we won again the regional Basketball tourney, however that was my last year on the Basketball team. The trainer talked to me on sixth grade to ask me if I wanted to help his team on one match they had, I accepted, we won, but what he didn't told me was that it was the final of the regional tourney! So I got a medal without doing anything!

Things couldn't get worse that year, you know why? Because my mother asked to Mauricio´s mother if she could take me and bring me from school, with Mauricio, it was terrible; we didn't talked at all, he also kept bothering me. However, one day I noticed he arrived to school crying, everyone was making fun of him since he was "the macho" guy from the class, I went to ask him that what was wrong, he told me that today in the morning, he found his kitten death on his garden, and I cheered him up. After that, he start considering me as his friend, however, I was still really hurt from how he treated me. But one day, he invited me to play Gamecube with his brother and had a lot of fun. Then he started inviting me to go out and play Football with all the guys from our street, I didn't like to play Football at all, but I still went to play.

I was still doing really bad grades wise; I got 7.5 on Spanish and on English. :/

Overall, my elementary school was full of high and low moments, but I met great friends and learnt a lot of things about life.

 

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Curious note: I was playing the song "Amazing Grace" before I finished writing this. Snif…

The beginning 5

I made it to 5th grade of English and Spanish; I wasn't able to see Alan as frequently as before, since he was on 4th grade, however, we still met during the break.

My English teacher was name Veronica and my Spanish teacher was named Alicia. Both were really nice persons and teachers, I really loved them.

Here was where I met a guy named Mauricio, he was well…smart, ingenious and talented guy, but he was…well, his attitude wasn't the best, here was were everything changed, again. During the first period I was doing good, 8.0 on Spanish and 9.0 on English, that year's play was Harry Potter, I was Harry Potter I (out of two), that definitely was the best play I did on the elementary school, it was really fun and good.

Ok, getting onto the second period, well, since all my friends were from my previous English class (Alan was not my only friend! XD), I had to find some new friends this year, despite I knew them from before, I never tried to establish a friendship with any of them since second grade. So I had to try, and I was a little accepted on Mauricio's "group", though, I kind of consider it as a mistake, a huge mistake, all of them thought that the bond I made with Alan was gay, and yep, I was considered as the gay person of the class, at the beginning I really didn't care, they were only words, but oh well, that thing kept from the rest of the year, and as a result, my grades went down; English 8.1 overall, and 7.5 on Spanish.

The Beginning 4

This year was big! Fourth grade of Spanish, third of English. My English teacher was named Paty, she was famous for being the most strict teacher in the school. I always finished her works really quick, and he sometimes got mad with me for the same reason, she didn't like that.

So Alan was in the same group as me, he still was a little angry with me, but for some reason, we started talking a lot again, we became great friends again.

He invited me to his birthday party, me and another girl from our class were the only ones from the school that were invited. We became even closer friends.

I was doing really, really great on Basketball, we won that year's regional tourney.

The play of that year was Pinnochio. I was Pinnochio II, however, out from the other three Pinnochio's, I was the one that had more script, oh, and a song! :D

I got 8.6 on Spanish, and. . . 10 on English! Here was were everything changed, at the end of the course, Miss Paty talked to my dad and told him that I was way to good on English for going one grade lower, so next year I was going to study Spanish and English fifth grade. I was really happy.

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Moving onto something else...

Apparently my nose problems are returning, it's getting a little hard for me to breath from my nose again, I mostly breath from my mouth, only My sister ( and you guys) know about this, on Saturday I actually felt that I was going to dismay. :-/

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