Try

Today I had the chance to see a bit into my future, it was still a bit uncertain, but happy...and fun, I think...which is weird, considering how apathetic I am...

Slow Going...

Today, I found myself travelling without a guide or any clue to where I was going...all I knew was that I was actually enjoying the road...calm, but vivid...

Laughter

Change is reserved for few, and for my surprise, my town was not blessed with such gift, we will be stuck to our pale destiny for the rest of our days...

We make fun of others luck, others thoughts, and even their values. Clouds are about to strike with all their strength soon...

Renewal

They keep saying that we have changed for good, but the truth is that we are the same as before...if not worse. However, a dim light struggles to be seen...a light of hope maybe. 

Eclipsed night

Destiny finally set me a date with happiness tonight. What a beautiful thing is friendship...

Digging for hope

Despite the damage taken, I have started to realize that there is still a world out there for me to understand. Sure, nothing will be like the world where I used to live in, which is sad of course, but it is one where I can grow and become stronger…and who knows? Maybe one day I will be in front of the place that I never forgot…

Losses

The wise people of my devastated city are departing from the living lands; their old bodies which gave service to my people deserved a peaceful endless rest. Their loss may bring sadness to the people, but we must remember that time is out of our hands, just like the feelings of others. Added to these tragic events I have to add that I'm starting to lose all hope on all I trusted for so long, I'm beginning to turn into the shadow of what I once was…

Lonely Dream

After all these struggle, after all the fights, after all the work, after all hope abandoned the citadel; the last fortress has been taken by the enemy; I don't know where I'll hide my loneliness tonight, but I must keep looking straight until the sun rays light my cold and empty soul. I lost the happiness, the laughter, my smile and maybe even my sanity… 53 moons are left; my time is close to expiration.

Gone but not forgotten

Hope you were not alone this time.

I Am Bad News

So I concluded my first week of classes from 1st semester. Honestly, if I woulnd't have had so many things going through my mind this last week, it would have been a pretty great week.

Sunday was just...awful, I guess everything started there.

On monday I was completely prepared for my first day of 3rd semester, despite I knew that this semester will have 3 difficult subjects, Anatomy, physical chemistry (or however it's called in English) and Cellular Biology. On monday I was supposed to have Biology lab, but the teacher never arrived to the class. Then came Anatomy, the professor never arrived and finally, I had Organic Chem III, I didn't like the professor that is going to give the class, he surely won't mind to give a 5/10 to the whole class if he wants to, the whole group has already made a letter to the principal in order to see if we can change the professor of that class.

Probably, the worst days will be Tuesdays, mainly because I only have 3 hours of classes, one of Biology, two of Organic Chem. III. The Biology teacher finally arrived to class, her name is Arcadia I think. She really got me interested in the subject, but I've never been good in Biology, so let's see how it goes. The Organic Chem professor never arrived to class. So yeah, I just went from 9-10, far from awesome.

Wednesday, I had Anatomy lab first, there are two teachers there, it was a little bit tiring, they tried to explain the rules and all that stuff, but we barely understood them. Then we had Anatomy class, the doctor that will give the subject seems annoying, I hope not, I don't want to have troubles with Anatomy. Finally, I had Applied Statistics, it will be easy, but ugh...that professor...

On Thursday, I had physical chemistry, I arrived a little bit late to the class, but the professor didn't seem to care, probably because it was the first day. He seems to be a perfectionist...thing I don't like. Then I had Organic Chem III lab, it will be in charge of the great teacher, Mayela, the same teacher that gave the 1st and 2nd Organic Chem labs. Despite all things that were going on, I said to Raquel: "I feel pretty happy today". She asked me why, I just told her that I was happy with everything I have, had and I've done.

Finally on Friday I had physical chemistry...boring! Then I had Deontological Ethics, it will be an interesnting class...I saw my statistics professor from last semester, I said hi and we shook hands, I really appreciate him. I went to downtown that day. I met with my sister and Marco, we ate at Carl's Jr. DELICIOUS! Then we did a little shopping for today, then we played my newest acquaintance, Mario Party 8. I had a blast yesterday, really. I think it helped me to get rid of some doubts.

Today we woke up early to watch Mexico's soccer match, Marco, my cousin Oswaldo and his girlfriend came by too. My mother prepared delicious molletes and sausages. For my surprise, Mexico won, I'm glad for them. I played TWEWY, I "finished" the Another Day mission, it was interesting, I really love that game...

We all need to eat.

Detect my weakness, use it, abuse it.
Ask me for more, I may be restored.
Show me your life, it won't be defined.
Let me see light, it will delight.

Try, I might not give up.
Trust, it's part of growing up.
Push, it's part of my life.
Break, I am now preppared.

Broken sunshine, welcome to my life.
Dizzy systems, let's go find answers.
Intersection, show me what's mine.
Consume me, you need to eat.

¡Corre a la Colina!

En el fondo se encuentran mis ideas al asecho de la duda de la gente. Preocupado por las evidencias que me presentan, pero seguro de que hago lo que es bueno...pero, ¿qué es lo bueno? ¿En qué me baso para decir qué es lo bueno? ¿Qué está mal? ¿Existen en dado caso alguna de las dos? ¿Qué deriva? ¿Realmente necesito una respuesta? ¿Qué logro? ¿ Lo requiero? Y no es que quiero llegar al libertinaje, pero estoy atorado en el desenlace...no puede haber rencor sin que exista el amor; mas existe la ira sin sentir el desprecio.

The whole system is turning into a massive maze of crazy ideals and emotions crawling up into our heads. It's your choice if you take it, it's your choice if you let it go. Just remember, what's gone may end up going out forever. What you get may not stay around forever, choose wisely, there is no time for regretting, life goes, life comes; pick the side you want, take the chance you want to have.

¿Habrá mañana algo igual? ¿El ocaso terminará con la luz de mi corazón? Una vez que nuestras almas se junten...¿Qué nacerá? ¡Dime qué será! Ansío saber qué es lo que será, preciso saber en qué terminará, la gente muere sin saber si ocurrirá. Una profecía dice que al final del ciclo, todas nuestras almas se juntarán y que en ése día todos pensaremos como uno solo. Interesante, lo sé. ¿Pero en qué debemos de pensar? ¿Cómo debemos de pensar? ¿Cuál es el máximo y último pensamiento de ésta vida carnal?

The end is close, I feel it, but I've never felt like I belong to this place as never before. Don't drag me into the darkness of the core, I don't want to return there, I don't want to feel the same again. A simple twinkle is all I need to crush the obnoxious pillars of those who have fallen down before; a twinkle, a simple twinkle will free myself of this desperate thought. Grab your shovel my friend, throw my body into that grave.

Don't Forget I Love You

I may be annoying.
But you are calming.
I may be happy.
But you are sad.

I may be distracted.
But you see the danger.
I may be stupid.
But you are well informed.

I may hurt.
But you forgive.
I may forget.
But you remind me


...you're family now.

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Bienvenido Chris.

Operation Rainfall

What's the point of being loved if we want it to get demonstrated in a way we like? What if people's love is determined in different ways? What if people can't see "a different" way"? Why is it that humans must reach one single and ultimate answer? But, why do we need to shape other's questions in order to meet our own thoughts? Why force others pursue things they don't like? Things they don't want? Things they're not interested in? There seem to be more questions than answers, which is not necessarily a bad thing...

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